"555-6-6-6!"~

I honestly don't know how to explain the past few days, besides...Hectic.

My Master just keeps freaking out, over the stupidest things, the littlest things, Like coming home at 1, or going up to the trailer park (Which she said I couldn't go to today...so that's gonna suck like a mother fucker) to Hanging out with Dawuane, or Dishes, that I didn't even use. I haven't eaten hardly, I wish I had cereal- But we don't. She wont go to the STORE, she never wants to do anything, I honestly don't know what the fuck her problem is. She's freaking out over nothing, and threatening to send me to my Fathers. Which ain't happenin. Whats he gonna do, Teach me how to behave? No...I'm not staying there.

I don't get why all that is happening.. She's freaking out, Arika still claims Dawuane as her's. Which is so funny to me... If anything, we've claimed us, She's been out of the picture. I feel...Bitchy for saying that, is that a bad thing? Nevermind...Lol.

She honestly think's words hurt me, specially from her NOW? Hahaha, Sain's been snappin easily lately, and I think if Arika came around at the wrong time, that she'd probably beat her ass. She called me a cunt before slamming my window, and Sain almost jumped out of bed and chased her to her door. She snapped on Markus yesterday too, It was scary. xD

My subjects are all over the place. So is my writting.

I don't know...She totally threw off my will to draw. That was all I planned on doing this morning. It's already noon, I've been sitting here for hours. My stomach gets really hot out of no where still, but at least I don't feel like puking. So much better. >.>

Ahhhahaha Last night was funny. Specially since we were so sober.. So he's right, I trust him more then I thought I did. But that doesn't mean I let my guard completely down- Oh if it ever gets that far, I better not get Pregnant. I think that's one of my biggest fears in relationships. I remember Arika telling me that she never got pregnant, but they never used condoms, We wondered if one of them had, you know, like a problem, maybe one of them wasn't able to have kids, If it was Dawuane, I think I'd feel so bad.

"INSANE-
AM I- ONLY MOTHER-FUCKER WITH A BRAIN?
I'M HEARING VOICES BUT ALL THEY DO IS COMPLAIN,
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU WANTED TO KILL,
EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE,"!

..Anyway. Love that song,Had to get that out of my system.

My face is finally clearing up, soooo happyyyy.

So I'm planning, that I'm probably Just gonna be quiet around my Master, don't talk to her very much, do as she says, keep her off my back and shit...Just do anything to seem as invisible as possible around here. I can't even sleep in piece without my window being opened and someone bitching at me. UGH.

Hmm...It's sunny.

I thought it was funny, Cuz yesterday we were talking about how we like..The romantic shit, and how slutty people can get, just out of no where. Like it completely ruins the moment. Lol, Poor boy, he's had to deal with so many fucked up chicks. I feel so bad everytime he brings up something like that from his past. It just makes me want to make things even more better, Least I try.

Schools taking a lot out of me, I swear if I don't get switched back this weekend, I don't know what I'm going to do. I just don't want to do it anymore, I can't STAND being there.

So Probably gonna get a shower, try to hide the bruises around my throat, and do my hair nicely.

I'm such a girl...It's so funny. XD